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Therapy Ain’t Free

Posted by fxckfeelings on August 30, 2010

Someday, people with psychiatric problems will get safe, effective treatment without having to make difficult choices, and Thanksgiving dinner will come in a pill, and jetpacks will be available cheaply for every man, woman and child. For now, the state of the art is much better than it’s ever been, but it’s still primitive, and it certainly isn’t inexpensive. Until the silver bullet for curing mental illness is found, patients have to make innumerable tough decisions for themselves, weighing everything from side effects to costs. Or they can just bide their time until their jetpacks arrive to make everything better.
Dr. Lastname

I decided recently to listen to my friends and family and see a psychiatrist about my depression, but I don’t know whether I’ve made the wrong decision, or whether I’ve just chosen the wrong doctor. Basically, I decided to get help because I feel helpless, but my doctor wants me to do a lot of the work myself and doesn’t really help that much. It’s not just he wants me to ask myself a lot of questions (and answer them—if I had the answers, would I really be paying him?—but also deal with my insurance company and read up on the medication he suggests (he tells me about them, sure, but he says I owe it to myself to read up on them on my own, and that doesn’t make sense to me since he’s a doctor, knows everything about the pills, and he could just tell me himself). My goal is to figure out whether therapy is worth it, or whether I’m just getting help from the wrong source.

I hate to sound like your psychiatrist, but ask yourself what you have a right to expect from treatment, given what you know about its limits and your resources for paying for it.

If you want, you can spin things positively by saying that you’ve heard about good new treatments that can really help and that you’ve got great insurance that you pay a ton of money for. Of course, you’d probably be full of shit.

You don’t need to do months of research to know that no treatment has yet been acclaimed as a cure for mental illness or any other life- or personality-related problem.

Plus nothing you’ve read (or probably haven’t bothered to read) about the effectiveness of any current treatment implies that it works 100 percent of the time or that the treatment, if medical, is safe from possible side effects.

In addition, every method of “screening” for depression that you’ve heard about involves a questionnaire, right, rather than a blood test or scanning machine, which means that the burden for enduring, measuring and tracking the results of a trial of treatment falls, inevitably, on you the patient. And those are unfortunate facts of life whether you’re rich or poor, smart or stupid, board certified or not.

That’s the next problem: you’re not rich. And while you bristle at having to deal with insurance limits, you can’t afford insurance that would give you unlimited mental health treatment because it doesn’t exist. All insurance puts a limit of some kind on the amount of treatment you get and, unless you know what that limit is, you’ll use up your resources too quickly and have no idea about what, if anything, entitles you to more.

In addition, insurance limits your doctor’s fees and the amount of time s/he can afford to spend on a visit, so don’t fall for the professional who is ultra-amiable until your money runs out. Instead, look for someone who gives you what you most need in as little time as possible. In other words, beware smiles and frills because they may drain your limited resources.

Depressed people like yourself also tend to get negative and helpless ideas, which make them act negatively and passively, which makes them yet more depressed. That’s why mental health clinicians will push you to challenge your negative assumptions, learn more positive ways of thinking about your problems, and put the breaks on the depressive cycle.

It’s a cognitive kind of psychotherapy and is very helpful, although it’s often unpleasant in the beginning because you need to clamp down on your natural instincts. It’s a mental workout to make your non-depressive muscles stronger. No pain, no gain.

So yes, therapy of all kinds can be worth it, but you’ll be the one doing much of the work, not because someone else is slacking, but because mental illness sucks and both treatment and the resources to pay for it require careful management—by you.

Now you just have to decide what’s harder—doing the work or doing nothing. It might not be what you want to hear, but there’s no psychiatrist out there with a better offer.

STATEMENT:
Here’s a statement to keep you positive about a negative treatment process. “It’s hard having an incurable illness and knowing that the treatments are iffy, take a long time, and can easily use up my insurance before helping me, but I owe it to myself to give every reasonable treatment a try and become and good resource manager because that’s what I have to do.”

I’ve been in therapy for five years, and while I like my therapist a lot, I’m moving soon (my girlfriend got into grad school on the west coast), so I’m ending my treatment with her. She asked me recently though whether I was going to continue my treatment in my new town or whether I thought I’d taken it far enough, and I realized I honestly don’t know. She had some suggestions in terms of determining when and why to end therapy, but to be honest, they didn’t really help. I’ve been in therapy long enough that I don’t really remember how I coped beforehand, and while I feel much less tormented than I did when I began therapy, I’m not sure if my state of mind will crumble once I’m no longer getting help. How do you think one can determine when therapy has run its course, or whether there’s more to be done?

There’s a simple way to figure out how much talking psychotherapy you need: imagine paying full fee for it.

Before you crunch the numbers, ask yourself why you started therapy in the first place. Forget self-improvement, introspection, or generally pondering your bellybutton. Figure out what’s so bad about the way you feel and/or handle your life that you need to continue to spend lots of time and money on changing it.

Having failed to solve your problems over the past 5 years, you should wonder whether you can realistically expect a cure in the next year (no way) or whether you need maintenance treatment to keep you from slipping backwards (which is what you’ve been wondering all along).

At the same time, go back to the original question and ask yourself how much you can afford to spend on treatment each year and whether you should hold a few sessions in reserve for use in emergencies.

Unless you’re rich, don’t waste time worrying about how stopping treatment will make you feel. Instead, try stopping and see what happens. Even if you miss your therapist’s support, lose confidence, and re-experience your nervous stammer, suck it up, give it time, and the earth will continue to turn.

Next, think of therapy as a course that’s supposed to give you a specific marketable skill in exchange for your hard-earned debt. Don’t think like a college kid; you’re not there to party, please your parents, or become cool. If the first few sessions don’t deliver what you need, drop the class.

If you do have ample insurance coverage for therapy, don’t let it make you forget basic resource management skills. For one thing, many insurance policies are stiffening the limits on outpatient psychotherapies and are about to force you to do the above.

For another, being an active manager protects you from unnecessary dependence and time-wasting. Give your therapy specific goals, then examine how close to those goals you’ve come.

If therapy is more about discussion, then save the insurance hassle and start a search for a fun hairdresser. You can get your hour of talk and never have a bad hair day.

STATEMENT:
Here’s a statement that keeps you focused on making the best of limited resources instead of going for all-you-can-eat and then feeling deprived and abandoned. “I like psychotherapy and feel it’s been good for me, but it’s time, before it eats up more time and/or money, to think hard about how badly I need it, how well it’s working, how much is necessary, and how much I can afford to pay for it. The more I answer these questions for myself, the less likely I am to depend on experts to tell me what I need.”

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